What I've been doin' lately:
constructing lil boxes out of paper

accidentally covering my hands with layers of paint and glue like a mixed media flesh
loving on The Source of us All
listening to gorgeous music

stumbling into old patterns and trying to remember what they look like for the future
tuning into incredible inspiration

writing sacred words together
forming something out of 'nothing'
falling in love with the idea of being guided, lead to somewhere amazing, all over again

realizing the slow, drawn out telling of a story is so much better than the alternative

meeting beautiful new sisters
embarking on something that will alter our world
struggling in a few areas which I refuse to let win

releasing things I've held on-to, but don't need any-more
feeling excited about where that crazy cool Source is taking me
hearing the whisperings of Spirit
loving me more than before

entertaining and smoochin' on my precious cats
congratulating me
giving absolute credit to my Sourcey-worsey

thinking about you

being quiet around here
feeling slightly guilty/worried about it
knowing that I'm just doing my thing

claiming my right to
understanding that it isn't hurting me or my future
sleeping, then not very well
going with the flow of it
appreciating my art, then not, then finding my way again
embracing the shift that has begun with-out and with-in

looking forward to fall
wishing I called it autumn
filling up that Source-shaped hole with the one and only 'thing' that fits

thinking and dreaming about the future
letting go of the control of the direction of my life
wanting to ultimately do only one thing: help

staying out of worryville
dancing with fear
telling failure, "Sadly, for you, you do not exist."
saying, "Pop-tart stop."
living my developing journey with as much grace, joy, and gratefull'ness as I can muster in every given moment

creating who I'll be in the next second
being blessed by the soulship I have found in my sisters & amazed at the way wishes develop into our actual lives

moving on
circling back
finding out
not understanding
finishing
beginning

breathing
cultivating
ignoring
adoring
learning
dreaming

believing
celebrating
realizing
refueling
seeing
embracing
and just plain being fabulous.
Wha' chu' doin'?
Same things?
Yeah. :)
It's fantastic, isn't it?
