What I've been doin' lately:
constructing lil boxes out of paper
accidentally covering my hands with layers of paint and glue like a mixed media flesh
loving on The Source of us All
listening to gorgeous music
stumbling into old patterns and trying to remember what they look like for the future
tuning into incredible inspiration
writing sacred words together
forming something out of 'nothing'
falling in love with the idea of being guided, lead to somewhere amazing, all over again
realizing the slow, drawn out telling of a story is so much better than the alternative
meeting beautiful new sisters
embarking on something that will alter our world
struggling in a few areas which I refuse to let win
releasing things I've held on-to, but don't need any-more
feeling excited about where that crazy cool Source is taking me
hearing the whisperings of Spirit
loving me more than before
entertaining and smoochin' on my precious cats
giving absolute credit to my Sourcey-worsey
thinking about you
being quiet around here
feeling slightly guilty/worried about it
knowing that I'm just doing my thing
claiming my right to
understanding that it isn't hurting me or my future
sleeping, then not very well
going with the flow of it
appreciating my art, then not, then finding my way again
embracing the shift that has begun with-out and with-in
looking forward to fall
wishing I called it autumn
filling up that Source-shaped hole with the one and only 'thing' that fits
thinking and dreaming about the future
letting go of the control of the direction of my life
wanting to ultimately do only one thing: help
staying out of worryville
dancing with fear
telling failure, "Sadly, for you, you do not exist."
saying, "Pop-tart stop."
living my developing journey with as much grace, joy, and gratefull'ness as I can muster in every given moment
creating who I'll be in the next second
being blessed by the soulship I have found in my sisters & amazed at the way wishes develop into our actual lives
and just plain being fabulous.
Wha' chu' doin'?
It's fantastic, isn't it?