Interview 10: Zorana

When I hear the name Zorana, I think of mysterious lands and gypsy women (who wouldn't, her name just evokes it). I also think of stunning art!

Her blog, Zoranaland, is overflowing with gorgeous images that quickly inspire my hands to grab a paint brush. Oh the TEXTURE I want to crawl inside of! The Color that pleases my eyes and amazes my mind! The Beauty that feeds my soul! The Words that reflect my friends Feeling, Experience, Spirit! (Can you tell I'm in love with her art?)

Zorana may be a bit mysterious, but there is no question in my mind of the level of her talent. Check out her etsy shop, you'll see it too!


The past:

How long have you been arting?

I started painting seven years ago when I was suddenly left with a ton of free time (children that started school and no work).

Have you always hearted your art or did you struggle to do so?

I never thought that I was creative, so in the beginning I was extra happy that I could paint anything... The struggle came later. I easily go from thinking that what I painted is the best thing ever to feeling like I have no talent and nothing to offer. Most of the time I'm somewhere in between.

If you did struggle, how long did it take for you to heart your art?

I think it's an ongoing process. We all have the loud, annoying inner critic. Maybe that's what helps us strive for better, more and helps us evolve. I wonder if there are people out there that are so confident that they really, deep inside heart their art all the time...

What was the process you went through?

I understood that I don't have to heart everything I create. I love the process of creating.

Has there ever been a time when you stopped arting because of this struggle?

In the middle of 2009. I think I was overwhelmed by all the art I see on the internet. I felt like I can't compete, so I stopped.

If so, how long was it before you returned?

Two months. Not long...

How did you begin again?

Sharon (Norah's art) came for a visit, we went to two amazing workshops (Katie Kendrick and Judy Wise). That was more than enough to make me realize that art is a part of who I am and that I cannot stop creating ever again.

Family and Friends:

Is (or was) your family supportive of you and your art?

Very much. They love what I do and show it. They also know that if I don't create for a while I turn into a less pleasant person :-)

How about friends (past and present)?

I don't share my art with my real life friends. I'm much less shy over the computer.

Describe the type of support they have provided?

I love when my husband calls me "his artist". I also love that when I complain about my day job he tells me to quit and make a living with art. Very unrealistic, but extra sweet and means the world to me.

How much influence has your experiences with family and friends had on your own feelings about your art?

I know that the acceptance comes from deep inside. Sometimes all the outside support is not enough to convince me that something is good.

Outside Influence:

How much influence does ‘the outside’ have on your feelings about your art?

Not as much as it did before. I know now that I would create even if no one liked my art. I just probably wouldn't share it.

How does positive feedback affect your feelings?

It gives me wings! I create much more after a good sale or a especially positive feedback.

How do you deal with negative comments?
I don't receive negative comments because people that follow my blog or buy my art are really nice. I would not be able to deal with them...

How do you deal with your art not selling?
To be honest - most of the time I think it's not selling because it's not good enough. I try to do better.

The Now:

What is your current experience with hearting your art?

More and more I heart my art. Or elements of it... Not always.

Do you still struggle?

Sure I do.

What do you do?

Continue to paint.

How do you survive the moment and continue arting?
I don't give it too much thought. I just continue painting. Add a layer. More paint. Try to do better.

Do you compare your work with the work of other artists?
That is never fun.... but I do.

Do you have a process for your inner critic?

Not really. I just move on... There is always a new piece of paper, canvas or wood.

Do you know the ‘what’s the point’ jerk? How do you deal with him?

I hate that one the most, so I splash some gesso over him. That shuts him up.

In what ways do you feel the struggle to heart your art has manifested itself in your life?

Probably in a way that I'm working a boring computer job, not doing what I would really love to do...

Where do you believe this struggle comes from - what do you believe the root is?
Maybe way back from elementary school when I was shy about creating anything. I would draw a tiny figure on a big piece of paper and the teacher would give me a bad grade. It lasted all the way through school... Still trying to overcome that one.

What is your best tip for someone who struggles in this area?

If you feel it in your heart, take the time and do whatever it is that you love. There is a moment when you realize that it's a bigger struggle not to do it, than to continue. Create for yourself and heart the time you spend doing it.

Is there anything further that you’d like to add?

Thank you for this series. It is really great to read all the interviews and learn more about the artists behind them.

Interview 8: Sharon Tomlinson

Last month, I requested an interview with Sharon Tomlinson of All Norah's Art. I was absolutely thrilled when she said YES! My artist path changed immediately when she responded

"The one I'm laughing about is the "What's the point" jerk. That little SOB lives some where in my studio and jumps on my shoulder after EVERY painting. "

REALLY? I hadn't imagined someone whose art takes my breath away could be dealing with that little pain in the butt. I thought it was just me because I was so bad :). But knowing that someone I admire so greatly deals with the same junk I do, made me feel instantly better.

Her blog is a delightful mix of pretty'ness and phun, wisdom and whimsy with Sharon's cool personality shining through every bit. She is as beautiful as her art!

Sharon recently began offering a class (see top right side of her blog). I haven't taken it, but I've read very good reviews.


The past:

How long have you been arting?

That would be hard to say. I think I have always been creative in some way or other. I remember making doll clothes and stuff like that. I also remember my third grade teacher made comments on my report cards about me "day dreaming out the window". I still do that especially when inspiration is churning inside of me. Having said all of that, I remember specifically when my son was about one year old in 1969, I started tole painting and making ceramics. I would say that was the beginning of my obsession of having to have a brush in my hand.

Have you always hearted your art or did you struggle to do so?

I surely must have struggled but I don't have a memory of that. I do remember looking back at my art from time to time and being surprised. Surprised that when I first made the art I thought it was good only to discover "in the moment" that it was not. I still do that; however, now I recognize it as growth and learning.

Has there ever been a time when you stopped arting?

Yes, in the mid 80s, when my children were teenagers, I pretty much stopped my art passion. But my creativity still came out in things I did with them. For example, my son was interested in photography and so we had a darkroom and enjoyed that type of creativity. Also, my daughter was a high school cheerleader and I enjoyed designing and making cheer leading outfits....12 at a time. I also participated in the local theatre for many years. I did everything from acting, directing to painting huge sets and backdrops. Talk about a paint brush in your hand! I used four inch foam brushes and house paint to paint 24 feet by 20 feet backdrop scenes sometimes perched on a 20 foot step ladder. It was very exciting and rewarding to paint on that grand scale.

If so, how long was it before you returned?

I started art as I know it today in the spring of 2006.

How did you begin again?

I was reading blogs. It started with garden blogs and then some of them also told about their quilting. Then one day I landed on a mixed media blog and started hopping from link to link. I was amazed with my discovery. I had a lifetime of various art passions but I had never done anything considered mixed media. A new passion was born.

Family and Friends:

Is (or was) your family supportive of you and your art?

I would say that my confidence in my art was instilled by my Father. I don't remember the words or how he taught me, but I learned from him that I could do anything that I wanted to do. My husband is supportive but not in a verbal way. He being a man of few words. My children are proud.

How about friends (past and present)?

I have had many friends who were very supportive. One in particular during the time before I stopped in the mid 80s was also an artist and she and I enjoyed painting together and learning from each other. Another friend who fits the past and present category thinks I can do anything. When we first met in the 80s, I impressed her with my own tool box. She still remembers that and is a great supportive friend. There are many others.

How much influence has your experiences with family and friends had on your own feelings about your art?

No doubt, there support and encouragement has an effect. I'm sure I have tried and accomplished many things just because my father thought I could.

Outside Influence:

How much influence does ‘the outside’ have on your feelings about your art?

I don't think I am influenced by the outside. Of course positive feedback fuels me. However, I don't seem to hear negative comments or feedback. Now I can't say, there is none. I'm just saying I don't hear it.

How do you deal with your art not selling?

When I have a piece of art that does not sale, I think the right person hasn't seen it yet. For example one of my Sister Reunion paintings about stringing dreams and memories together sat in my Etsy shop for a couple of months. Then one day, the right person saw it and after she purchased it, she sent me an email to tell me why that particular painting meant so much to her. It was as though, the painting was her story and meant only for her. And when she saw it she knew it was meant for her.

The Now:

What is your current experience with hearting your art?

I currently heart everything that I paint. And I heart the feeling after each grand painting that "this one's the best".

Do you still struggle and what do you do?

Sure, there is a point of "struggle" to work through with each piece. But I've learned that you have to keep going and work through it.

How do you survive the moment and continue arting?

For me, if there is a struggle, it is while painting a particular piece. I have learned to expect the conflict and be ready to work through it. I would say that many times the conflict is when I had expectations about the piece. I have learned to start without "expectations" and let the painting speak to me as I enjoy to creative moment.

Do you have a process for your inner critic?

I'm not sure but I surely must. I can tell you that I have a process for "your" inner critic should we be in a teacher/student situation. Me being the teacher and you being the student with that little critic sitting there telling you stuff. I run to the nearest door or window shouting for her to GET OUT and leave you alone. I go on and on, it's obscene, but it works. The whole group learns quickly that those little naysayers are not welcome.

Do you know the ‘what’s the point’ jerk? How do you deal with him?

This question made me laugh. I had no idea that little jerk was known by anyone except me. He is not to be confused with that 'inner critic jerk'. The 'what's the point jerk' visits me often. When I'm all done and so very pleased with myself and my painting and think once again it is the best one yet, he jumps up in my face. I don't have an answer as to how I deal with him, I just find it confusing and have spent many hours pondering the question, what's the point. I could give you a whole list of answers to his question; however, I think I have narrowed down to one answer. The point is to please me. To give me enjoyment. To make me happy. That's all.

Interview 7: Joanna Rowan Mullane

Take a step into the mist, walk through the veil, and you will find yourself enchanted by Joanna Rowan Mullane. She is a multi-talented artist who creates everything from gorgeous women, to edible journals (they're so yummy, I want to eat them!), to shrines so beautiful that Spirit just flows from them, to so much more! Joanna is also a Reiki Master. Her blog, Little Faerie Tales, is a mix between her eye-candy art and her soothing spirituality. At Ravens Feather Studio, she offers free workshops. I am always grateful for the generous nature of artists who share in this way. Her etsy shop provides you an opportunity to own one of her magickal pieces.

Joanna is an authentic, wise, talented, and beautiful soul. I am happily spellbound!



The past:

How long have you been arting?

Well, if you count crayons and fingerpainting-since I was at least five! In all honesty, it has been since I was very young, my Mom was always very creative and I was always very encouraged to express myself in creative ways.

Have you always hearted your art or did you struggle to do so?

I have most certainly struggled to heart my art! I seemed to always think everyone else created amazing and beautiful art but then would be way too critical of my own!

If you did struggle, how long did it take for you to heart your art?

It took me delving into my spiritual side and learning Reiki and other healing modalities to see that my creations are beautiful because they are an expression of who I am and what is in my heart. It took me admitting that life is not a competition, it is about living your authentic life-that includes loving yourself and embracing the journey!

What was the process you went through?

Purely a realization of accepting I am an artist just as much as anyone else. A beautiful quote from a book by Denise Linn has stayed with me since the moment I read it and it was similar to this-“The moment you judge another person is the moment you lose the ability to influence or help them in any way.” Those words were so powerful to me and I just knew that I had to accept my artistic talents and embrace and honor others!

Has there ever been a time when you stopped arting because of this struggle?

Years ago there was a time when I did put it on the back burner because of career reasons mostly and also because I was listening too much to my own fears and self doubts that there were so many better artists out there-that is only your own self-made fear. We are all amazing artists!

If so, how long was it before you returned?

It was a about a year.

How did you begin again?

I just felt like I was screaming inside-not creating is like not being able to find the air to breath. I need to do make time to “play”!


Family and Friends:

Is (or was) your family supportive of you and your art?

Very much so, I give much credit to my Mom for encouraging that part of me! She is still one of my biggest fans.

How about friends (past and present)?

I never really grew up around many friends that shared my passion for creativity, but then again, I was also kind of a loner child too! As I have grown though, my path has crossed with so many creative people and they truly inspire me and are very encouraging! The blog world has been wonderful too! I love the connection and the beauty of so much creative energy. It is so positive and uplifting.

Describe the type of support they have provided?

Encouragement and inspiration! My family and friends have been the biggest source of encouragement for me but over the last few years I have learned to be my own encouragement too. I create because I love it, not to impress someone else, to me that defeats the purpose. If you don’t do it for you, than people are not seeing your true inner Spirit! And Inspiration, I don’t know how anyone could NOT be inspired by nature itself! Other artists inspire me very much as well just as I have inspired them. It is a wonderful circle.

How much influence has your experiences with family and friends had on your own feelings about your art?

In the beginning, their opinion was what mattered most to me, and as I grew in my own techniques and abilities, I influenced myself more to go further, to let my guard down and just go with the ideas as they come to me. When I quiet my inner doubts is when I let my guard down and just have fun!


Outside Influence:

How much influence does ‘the outside’ have on your feelings about your art?

Not much anymore. I realized that it is okay for not everyone to like my art-I like it. You cannot take it personally because being creative is part of your own personal journey. No one can take that away from you.

How does positive feedback effect your feelings?

Of course, positive feedback is wonderful! I am so grateful anytime someone leaves a lovely comment on my blog or sends me an email to say they enjoy my work!

How do you deal with negative comments?

I have not had someone leave a negative comment yet, that is not to say it wont happen, but if it did, I have to try to remember not to take it personally. Like I said, we don’t all have to agree. I would be being dishonest though if I would say it would not hurt my feelings a little!

How do you deal with your art not selling?

This used to bother me a lot more than it does now because of the self doubt it would bring up in my abilities. You have to just let that go though. You have to tell what I like to call-your self criticizing troll inside your mind to take a hike! I just keep loving what I am doing and keep being grateful I am able to do exactly what I love!


The Now:

What is your current experience with hearting your art?

When you are able to be happy in your own skin and love who you are, faults and all, you automatically love your art because it is an extension of you! It is a reflection of the beauty and gifts that you have. I feel like I have come full circle and I am so grateful because I am able to combine the two things I love the most, helping others in my Holistic Healing and learning to combine that with my love of creativity. Combining the two has opened up so many doors and I am now able to teach creative classes at the Holistic Center where I work and I am still able to dedicate a few days a week to just play! It is a dream come true.

Do you still struggle?

I just go with the flow now. The more resistance I put up, the harder it was, when I stopped worrying I was more present in the moment and could see a clearer path ahead of me which brought solutions and creative inspiration for my future goals.

How do you survive the moment and continue arting?

I do it for me and my own joy. If someone enjoys what I create and they decide to add it to their own collection, I am so very grateful for it. The moment I stop enjoying creating, is the moment I will move on! If something does not bring you joy, find what makes your heart sing!

Do you compare your work with the work of other artists?

I used to but all that does is bring forth that self doubter in your head. It is so much easier for me to honor and enjoy the beauty in another’s work than compare it to my own, In all honesty, there is no comparison as each one of us has our own unique and beautiful energy that we put into our creations! You just cant compare that! Besides if I spent my time comparing my work to others, I would never have time to actually be creative.

How do you deal with comparison from others?

I don’t worry about it anymore. If someone wants to compare my work to theirs or others, that is their choice, I’ll just continue to do what I love!

Do you have a process for your inner critic?

I now tell him to go take a hike while I work on this project!

Do you know the ‘what’s the point’ jerk? How do you deal with him?

That is my self doubting troll, I had to just honor it and then let it go. We all will have good days and bad days, but the point is to not give up if it is what you truly love to do! Be fearless.

In what ways do you feel the struggle to heart your art has manifested itself in your life?

It has made me more determined to find my own way, follow my own heart and manifest the life that I want.

Where do you believe this struggle comes from - what do you believe the root is?

I have always been a very strong-willed and determined person, I am happy and at peace in my own skin, everything else just falls into place after that. I don’t know where exactly it comes from, but it helps push me along!

What is your best tip for someone who struggles in this area?

If you love what you do, everything else will fall into place. Have patience with yourself too, be open to all the possibilities and follow your own heart.

Is there anything further that you’d like to add?

Only to try and stop worrying about what others are doing or thinking. That is the biggest creativity blocker out there because it only serves to create more self doubt and fear that you are somehow not good enough or not as good as someone else. You are perfect so spend more time on actually creating than worrying, when we create from our hearts, we become open to the beauty all around us where true inspiration resides at all times.

Interview 6: Chris Zydel

I happily fell into the beautiful world of Chris Zydel a few months ago. I was immediately captured by the depth of her sharing and BAM! my artistic journey changed. Her blog, perfectly named Creative Juices Arts, is absolutely filled to the point of overflowing with wisdom, beauty, and total yummy'ness. If you are interested in the journey of The Artist and/or the idea of Hearting Your Art, Do not miss visiting her blog - even if you're not, don't miss it anyway!

I deeply honor her open and authentic spirit. She is changing lives in ways so magnificent that words cannot fully express it. I know, because she changed mine and I'm only ONE of MANY! She is a thread woven into the tapestry which gave me the courage to open this "Heart Your Art" campaign to others. Thank you Chris!!!!!

Chris asked me to mention a retreat that she will be holding in May in Portland Oregon with sound shaman Fabeku Fatunmise called ARTSOUNDYOU!

Chris adds, In this workshop Fabeku and I will be combining intuitive painting and drumming/working with sound to help people come more alive, connect more deeply with their intuition, become more creatively self expressive and experience the power of art and sound as tools for healing and transformation. Plus it will be all KINDS of fun. Here's a link to the sales page: http://creativejuicesarts.com/3741/

Sounds like a fantastical journey!!!! (heehee - sorry, my silly humor) Only The Universe knows the true impact you're making....but I have a good idea that it's immeasurable!


The past:

How long have you been arting?

I have been in an ongoing process of identifying myself as a creative person which started about 23 years ago when I was in my mid-30's.

Have you always hearted your art or did you struggle to do so?

I have definitely struggled and continue to struggle with accepting my creative expression. When I was younger I was what Julia Cameron in her book the Artist's Way called a "shadow artist." I was attracted to artists and surrounded my self with people who were painters or writers or musicians but it took me a long while to to say "Yes, I too am an artist. I too am a creative person."

If you did struggle, how long did it take for you to heart your art?

I'm much better now, but it's a daily practice to appreciate my own unique artistry and to accept myself as I am creatively.

What was the process you went through?

I did a lot of therapy. And I took classes that were oriented around creative self expression as a healing modality, which is what I now teach and offer to my students and clients. Through that process I realized that there was a big wound in my family around creativity, and that was one of the reasons it was so hard for me to claim my own. And why I am so very PASSIONATE about helping other people become more joyfully creative.


Has there ever been a time when you stopped arting because of this struggle?

I never really stopped in a big way once I got started. But my stopping and starting happens in little ways all the time. I'll get busy with my work or freaked out by some creative project that I've got planned and am afraid to get going on. But I really can't stay away from it too long. My muse is an absolute slave driver!!

I also see my creativity as something that's really reflected in my whole life. It's in my business and the workshops I create . It gets expressed with my clients and how I decorate my home and the way that I dress. I really do feel that my life is my art. Which doesn't mean that I always like what comes out of me. There are certainly some days I'm happier with what I create than others!!

Family and Friends:

Is (or was) your family supportive of you and your art?

I wasn't really in touch with my art when I was younger but now that I'm an adult my family is very supportive of my art. They don't always understand it but they are very proud of me for doing it.

How about friends (past and present)?

I have been very fortunate to have extremely supportive friends in my life both in the past and currently. Like I said I was always drawn to and surrounded myself with other artistic types and they were always happy to have someone to play with creatively!

I was lucky that the people in my life were not threatened by my creativity. However, I've always had an extremely strong commitment to my own healing and personal development, which meant that I participated in things like therapy groups or healing circles or expressive arts communities. Because my friends usually came out of those experiences it meant that we shared values related to supporting each other's growth, being real and prizing authenticity.

Describe the type of support they have provided?

They were genuinely interested in what I was doing and excited for me that I was doing something that I found so meaningful. They listened to me, encouraged me when I was down, gave me and my art positive attention and believed in me, oftentimes more than I could believe in myself at the time.

If you haven’t received support, how do you feel that this has effected you and your creativity?

Because I have received so much support it has really allowed my creativity to flourish. And when I got together with my husband 15 years ago, who is the most creative person I know, his ability to be behind me unconditionally took my creativity to a whole other level of development.

But I have seen what happens when people don't get that kind of no holds barred love and enthusiastic encouragement . And it's not pretty. I saw it in my parents and I see it in my students and clients. The creative process does not thrive very well in a vacuum. It really needs to be witnessed and championed and cheered on. And that is why in my work with my students and clients I continually cultivate circles of creative nurturance where artistic types can come together to fortify and inspire each other to keep on creating.

I think it's also crucial to recognize the difference between supporting someone's creative process as opposed to their creative output. People need to feel that what they create has value, yes, but even more they need to know that what is REALLY important is the fact that they are engaged in the creative process. The creative outcome is just a by-product of someone doing the good and holy work of tapping into and expressing from their creative source.

Outside Influence:

How much influence does ‘the outside’ have on your feelings about your art?

That whole realm of how people respond to my art is just so tricky. And it is complicated for me by the fact that part of my artistic expression is reflected in the classes and workshops that I teach as well as in my writing, which is the artistic form that gets the most visibility. I show my visual art some, but the creative gift I want to give to the world and that I want to be received and valued and found useful is the gift of my words, thoughts and language. I am on a mission to try and teach people about how to have a healthy, satisfying relationship with their creative process and I do that through my writing.

I certainly want people to appreciate and value what I have to offer creatively. And it makes me happy when my art ( writing) is well regarded. But, I also know that if I want my artistic life to stay vital and alive, I need to have my first allegiance be to my own vision and muse.

How does positive feedback effect your feelings?

In some ways it's more dangerous to me than criticism, because I can find myself getting hooked into wanting and craving the approval. A little bit ago I wrote a blog post that got a lot of attention and comments and was passed around on Twitter, etc.... lots of positive feedback. And it kind of drove me crazy because I wanted to figure out why everyone liked it so much so that I could do whatever I did again!! The thing was I couldn't see any objective difference between this post and others I had written. Which meant that I couldn't figure out the secret formula.

I read it to my husband and asked him to help me make some sense of it. He just shook his head at me and said "Honey, you're trying to control the response you're getting here and it's just not possible. You need to let it go. Who knows why it got so much attention? You're job is just to write, no matter what anyone thinks. Maybe they like it, maybe they don't . That's none of your concern."

It was like he threw a bucket of cold water on me in the best possible way. I felt like I woke up out of an approval hungry stupor. I realized that he was right and I was able to let it go. At least that time.

How do you deal with negative comments?

I am pretty lucky in that I don't get very many negative comments on my art. In fact, I can't really remember the last time I got a negative comment on the art itself. I don't like criticism and when I do hear it, it stings a bit at first, but for some reason I'm able to shake it off pretty easily. I figure if someone doesn't like what I do it's really not about me anyway. I just wish I could develop that same detachment around rave reviews!!

How do you deal with your art not selling?

Where I make my money and what I am selling are my classes, workshops and retreats. Which I do consider my art! When they are not filling as much or as quickly as I would like I a.) mope around for a bit feeling sorry for myself b.) complain to my husband who gives me a pep talk to snap me out of my self pity and c.) beef up my marketing efforts. And try to remember that how many people sign up is not always up to me.

Sometimes I have waiting lists for classes sometimes I don't get as many people as I want, but when that happens I have to remember that there's a method to the universe's madness. I just held a retreat where I had two unfilled spots but the people who did attend formed a community that was so amazing and dynamic and perfect in every way. It was obviously the group that needed to happen no matter what other bright ideas or expectations I had on the subject.

The Now:

What is your current experience with hearting your art?

I love my art. I really do. I just read a blog post I had written out loud to my husband and it made me cry! Because I felt touched by my own words. And I love myself for having the courage to continually be creative. Even when I don't always like what I have produced.

Do you still struggle?

Every day!

What do you do?

I just keep going. When I'm struggling it's usually because some version of the inner critic has got me in it's clutches. And I know that the worst thing I can do is to give into the critics fears and insecurities and stop creating.

How do you survive the moment and continue arting?

Sometimes I get mad at the critic and stomp around and yell for a bit. That's always great fun and can help tremendously in breaking it's hold on me. It gets the energy moving and allows me to snap out of the negative critic trance. Sometimes I will call a friend or talk to my husband for moral support and cheering on. It helps to get a good dose of "You can do it, go girl!!" kind of thing. Mostly I just keep my ass in the chair or in front of the easel, writing the next word or painting the next stroke. I know that if I don't abandon myself and my creative project, if I simply I stay with it and keep moving, even when it's frustrating and hard, that I will eventually move through the stuck place and find myself back in the joyful creative flow.

Do you compare your work with the work of other artists?

Oh yes. All the time! Even though I know it's a complete waste of time because I can only do what I do and be who I am creatively. However, sometimes the comparison and envy of someone else's work can be useful because it is showing me a direction that I need to go in or something I want to incorporate. A year or so ago I was comparing myself with bloggers I had encountered who were very open and vulnerable and personally transparent in their blogs. Now that I'm doing that more in my own work I don't feel the same need to compare.

How do you deal with comparison from others?

If someone is comparing themselves unfavorably to me I always remind them that what they are doing is incredibly valuable . And that they have something to offer which I don't because I'm not THEM! That they are just having a hard time seeing that right now. And then I turn it around and appreciate and acknowledge them for who they are creatively.

Do you have a process for your inner critic?

See above.

Do you know the ‘what’s the point’ jerk? How do you deal with him?

A swift kick in the behind. And then I give him a cookie and something to distract him.

In what ways do you feel the struggle to heart your art has manifested itself in your life?

In my classes I talk about how claiming your unique creative process is an exercise in developing radical self acceptance and self love. And that if you can find that level of trust and acceptance in your artwork it will also spill into your life where you will find yourself trusting your intuition and your desires and your choices. So the more I can love my art and my creative self expression the more I can love and accept myself. There is a very direct correlation between those two things for me and I think for most people.

Where do you believe this struggle comes from - what do you believe the root is?

I think the root of the struggle to be creative is inherently a spiritual struggle. Our creativity comes from spirit. It really isn't ours in an ego sense. It's our daemon, our genius, our unique connection to the source of all that is. It comes from our essence, our soul and from something larger than our day to day self. Which means that we can't take credit or blame for how it shows up or comes through us. We get in trouble when we forget that and either try to control it or judge it or think that we are undeserving of it's gifts . Our job is to try to stay open and trust and to surrender to the creative flow. To be it's instrument. To recognize that we are it's humble servant, that it has a job for us and that we will be much happier if we just get out of the way and let it do what it wants and needs to do.

What is your best tip for someone who struggles in this area?

Try not to take yourself so seriously. The muse loves to play and have fun so let her play with you. Try to remember who's really in charge here. Believe me... if you just let her boss you around and have her way with you I GUARANTEE that you will have a much more fulfilling creative life. And a lot less struggle. If you get into a wrestling match with your muse, you are going to lose every time.

Is there anything further that you’d like to add?

Thanks for the opportunity to share some of my experiences with the creative process with you and your blog readers. This was a lot of fun!!

Interview 5: Sandy Meegan

Over a year ago, I was lucky enough to meet Sandy Meegan. Originally she did an interview from the perspective of her gorgeous photography. But, currently, she is on a journey of widening her artist abilities and decided to explore from her new perspective. I admire her honesty, her willingness to grow through the exploration of herself, and her courage in sharing it with others so that they too, can grow. My most favorite thing about Sandy though..........her absolutely genuine spirit. Please visit her blog, Indigo Goddess.

The past:

How long have you been arting?

I think I have been creative as long as I can remember. We made handmade gifts at Christmas when I was young. Needle crafts- crochet, cross stitch. In high school I did a lot of sewing and found photography as a great creative outlet, and it wasn't til much later that I "found" mixed media art, and am in love with it.

Have you always hearted your art or did you struggle to do so?

I struggle/struggled- I think if others that I have given my art to like it, I feel a relief. Maybe I have never taken the time to really enjoy what I create. I guess I have always compared my creations to someone else's, and if there's a resemblance, then I am good.

If you did struggle, how long did it take for you to heart your art?

Struggle? Yeah, I sometimes liked/loved whatever i had created but would anyone else? It wasn't until the last year or so that I realized it wasn't about others acceptance, it was about my own. I'm a work in progress.

What was the process you went through?

I get these very visual idea's in my head- the idea itself is very exciting. Then I attempt to create it. If it doesn't come out like I had envisioned, I get frustrated. Usually this will stop me in my tracks. Within the last year, I am much more aware of this, and try to push thru the difficult times. I will still solicit others opinions from time to time. I guess for me it's a lack of confidence and basic fear. I am trying to really have ongoing conversations with myself, to get thru this. The reason being, I have an immense desire to create.

Has there ever been a time when you stopped arting because of this struggle?

Too many times to count. I have half started projects, I have packed all my supplies away, saying maybe this just isn't for me. BUT, the desire is an very strong underlying force, and I always come back.

If so, how long was it before you returned?

Sometimes a day or two, sometimes weeks. Many years ago, I stopped for years.

How did you begin again?

I just did. I realized that I was missing something. It's hard to really define what creativity is. I am my happiest when I am developing an idea in my head. Honestly, I think that is my strongest creative skill. I am now trying to trust that I can physically replicate my idea in my head to a tangible piece of art.

Family and Friends:

Is (or was) your family supportive of you and your art?

My Nanna taught me how to crochet when I was very young. Oh, and I did a lot of sewing growing up. My mom bought me my first 35mm camera in high school. In the other area's( mixed media) I have had little support. But it's not because they dont want to, I just haven't actually created anything. Blog friends have been very encouraging, but fear and no confidence have stood in my way.

How about friends (past and present)?

In high school I won an Academic Excellence in Home Ec for sewing. That was exciting. I had a friend just after high school that was into photography, and we would buddy up and go on "shoots". Most of my creativity is done alone. I made a doll for a friend recently and she loved it. She was very supportive. Always tells me I am creative. It's me that struggles to believe it.

Describe the type of support they have provided?

Feedback and allowing me the space to create.

If you haven’t received support, how do you feel that this has effected you and your creativity?

For the years that I didn't receive support, I just gave up on it. It squashed me creatively. I was looking for others to validate my talent. And when they didn't, I felt "what was the point?"

How much influence has your experiences with family and friends had on your own feelings about your art?

Interestingly enough, I have learned/realized that altho nice to have support and encouragement, I placed too much importance in it. My own desires were affected by others, and I packed up my supplies often. "I" let another human being take away my love of creating.

Outside Influence:

How much influence does ‘the outside’ have on your feelings about your art?

Now, none. I do what I do because I love it!!!!! Sometimes needing a boot in the butt from time to time to keep me trying.

How does positive feedback effect your feelings?

It makes me smile. It validates my own feelings of my work.

How do you deal with negative comments?

Honestly, in my circle, I dont get any "negative" feedback. I am my worst critic.

How do you deal with your art not selling?

I stopped trying to sell it. I felt when there was no interest that it wasn't good enough, and that is just plain silly. Maybe one day I will list stuff in my Etsy store, but for now, it's about me and having fun!

The Now:

What is your current experience with hearting your art?

I am actually really enjoying the creative process more. I am not so worried about making mistakes and I'm trying to be more present in my work. I'm taking a Suzi Blu art class, I'm trying things at home now that I never thought I could do.

Do you still struggle?

I'd be lying if I said NO. A lot less than before. I am a work in progress... I think it keeps me wanting more.

What do you do?

I cut myself some slack. I dont take myself too seriously. I will now put down a project and come back to it. It's all good.

How do you survive the moment and continue arting?

There is no time for negative thoughts- they breed more negative. I have it in me to create. Now, I honor that.

Do you compare your work with the work of other artists?

I use to. It's pointless. I am uniquely different from anyone else ( something I am really liking about myself now) and so my art will be equally as unique and different.

How do you deal with comparison from others?

No one has compared me to anyone else. I dont know. I suppose it would be a compliment if compared to someone I respect. Ultimately I want to find my own style, and in the meantime, just play with all these ideas I have in my head.

Do you have a process for your inner critic?

I have made her my confidant and friend. Friends dont hurt friends!

Do you know the ‘what’s the point’ jerk? How do you deal with him?

That jerk use to live inside me. No more. The point is...I create because I want to. I dont have to do it for a paycheck, I do it because I feel drawn to it. Altho a little Etsy shop would be nice one day! LOL

In what ways do you feel the struggle to heart your art has manifested itself in your life?

I guess altho I love art, I dont know all the lingo and dont feel like I could go head to head with maybe someone that does. But then the "friend" in me comes out to say that I LOVE the who process of arting and "the lingo" isn't what makes the artist.

Where do you believe this struggle comes from - what do you believe the root is?

Confidence- it has to be. Believing in the process is KEY for me. I have to keep the focus on the positive!!

What is your best tip for someone who struggles in this area?

Heart Your Art !!!!!! If you can have open conversations with yourself, it helps. Also having a friend that you can talk to, that has been very helpful. We all share similar feelings. You dont know that til you expose your own feelings.

Is there anything further that you’d like to add?

I want to thank Melissa for this opportunity. These questions really helped me process a lot. xoxo

Interview 4: Theresa Cole

**My apologies for not posting Theresa's interview yesterday (and for having to post Sandy's tomorrow). We literally had a blizzard here and the internet was just not working. We got almost 2 feet of snow on top of the 2 feet of snow we got on Saturday. It's terrible. We're totally exhausted from shoveling. UGH! Back to our regularly scheduled program**

I'm so excited to be able to interview an artist like Theresa Cole! Her work is varied, original, and beautiful. She creates gorgeous hemp jewelry, yummy bath products, amazing photography, and MORE! I love the name of her blog, The Happy Soul - makes me feel happy just saying it! Definitely check out her etsy shop.

The past:

How long have you been arting?

Ever since I was a young girl, I enjoyed making things. I remember my grandmother trying to teach me to crochet and letting me sew with her sewing machine at a very young age. In high school, I took every art class that I could, and also a wood shop class. There is just something about that feeling of accomplishment when you look at your finished product and say "Wow. I made that." My creating and crafting fell to the wayside after I had my boys, but about 7 years ago it was sparked again. I fell in love with an adorable little hemp necklace, and after closer inspection, I realized that I had the ability to make those! I've been creating hemp items ever since. My photography is a new found love, only about 1year old, but it was love at first click! The world becomes a very magical place when you look at it through the viewfinder. Within the last year, I have also picked up crocheting and sewing again. Some memories are meant to be relived. :0)

Have you always hearted your art or did you struggle to do so?

Oh my goodness. I still find it hard to heart my art at times. It is a constant struggle for me to accept that I am a true artist, and that my creations are beautiful. I do love everything that I make, but when sales are slow (which is very often), it can be totally discouraging. I have found that if I keep creating, the happiness that brings can break through all of the doubts that I may have. Having a wonderful support group of online friends helps, too.

If you did struggle, how long did it take for you to heart your art?

As I said, the struggle is almost constant. It's easy for me to love my creations, but there is always that doubt that no one else will. On the rare occasion that I actually sell something, it is always a magical experience! To know that someone else loves my items enough to buy them is the greatest feeling in the world!

What was the process you went through?

Oh boy... for many years it was just me against the world. Filled with self doubt and hesitations, I trudged on. Within the last year, I have found the most supportive group of friends that any one could ever ask for, and when that doubt rears it's ugly head, they are the first people I talk to. They encourage me where I need to be, talk me through ideas, and keep me focused on what I need to focus on. Without them, who knows where I'd be.

Has there ever been a time when you stopped arting because of this struggle?

No, I can't say that I ever stopped. There were some very low points where I really thought I wanted to stop, but I truly do like the items that I make. It's hard to stop creating when it's something that you love to do.

Family and Friends:

Is (or was) your family supportive of you and your art?

As a child, not really. My father never saw much point in being creative, and my mother only wanted me to be creative when it was something that I was making for her. Now though, my husband and my mother-in-law are absolutely fantastic! In fact, I show my hubby every new creation before I even list it in my etsy shop, and believe it or not, he picks the beads for the necklaces at least half the time. He's wonderful, and I thank God for providing me with a husband as supportive and understanding as mine.

How about friends (past and present)?

I was never one to have many friends when I was younger, but since I've joined Etsy, I've found the truest, most fantastic group of friends that anyone could ever ask for. They support me in every venture, and help me through every difficulty. Without them, I would probably be a crazy woman locked up with her yarn and crochet hook!

How much influence has your experiences with family and friends had on your own feelings about your art?

Wow. The support that I have received from my friends and family has grown my love of my art immensely! When you are the person creating, it can sometimes be hard to have a clear perspective on the items that you make. My friends and family help me to develop the confidence that I need in myself, and my work.

Outside Influence:

How much influence does ‘the outside’ have on your feelings about your art?

Now this part is easy. I try not to let any outside influences affect how I think or feel. I learned a long time ago that being true to yourself is the only path to happiness.

How does positive feedback effect your feelings?

Positive feedback is essential to my creativity! Hearing what people like about my art gives me the confidence and incentive to keep creating.

How do you deal with negative comments?

I usually run straight to my support group to ask if there is any merit in the comments. If, (after some deep investigation) I find that there is merit to the comment, I strive to do everything I can to make the situation better. Learning from my mistakes is something I have grown accustomed to. Without the occasional mistake, we wouldn't be normal.

How do you deal with your art not selling?

That's a tough one for me. I rarely sell much, but just that one occasional sale is all I need to keep going. I realize that not everyone will love what I make, and if I can still find that occasional customer who does, I'm happy.


The Now:

What is your current experience with hearting your art?

Through all the ups and downs, I've realized that creating is where my happiness comes from. Of course, I would love to sell more, but being able to explore all of my interests and create what I believe to be beautiful is what it's all about.

Do you still struggle?

Of course. Not everyday can be sunshine and roses. If I go a long time without a sale, I can get pretty depressed.

What do you do?

I force myself to create something new! Creating is what really makes me happy, and if I can force myself to create something new, I find that I am happy again in no time.

Do you compare your work with the work of other artists?

I am constantly thinking that everyone else's art is much better than mine. I have no education in any artist area, but what I create comes straight from my soul. Creating the perfect item is what I strive for, and if that doesn't compare to someone else's creations, then oh well. It's part of me, and that's who I am.

How do you deal with comparison from others?

There are times when it totally depresses me, but I honestly try my best to pick myself back up. I know that what I create is special and original, and honestly...if I have to wait a year before it goes to the perfect person, that's ok.

Do you have a process for your inner critic?

Unfortunately, not a good one. Most of the time, I run straight to my best friend and ask her if what I'm thinking is true, or if it's just that evil twin in my head messing with me. After her reassurance, I'm good!

Do you know the ‘what’s the point’ jerk? How do you deal with him?

I am thrilled to say that I don't have one of those people in my life! Honestly, I wouldn't deal with it well, and they would probably be pushed right out of my bubble in a quick hurry.

In what ways do you feel the struggle to heart your art has manifested itself in your life?

The struggle basically only exists in my head. As long as I make a conscious effort to fight it, I usually do ok. It's when I let my guard down that I can become vulnerable.

Where do you believe this struggle comes from - what do you believe the root is?

My own low self esteem is where it stems from. I've struggled with low self esteem all of my life, and even though over the years it has gotten better, it's still a constant battle.

What is your best tip for someone who struggles in this area?

Follow your heart! Your creations are beautiful, even if others cannot see it. Have value in yourself, your creativity, and your items. YOU ARE AN ARTIST! Show the world!

Interview 3: Robyn Tipton

I'm very excited to share my interview with Robyn Tipton of Robyn's Art with everyone. Her photography contains striking images of things we see every single day, but somehow Robyn makes us take notice of them. I think she's magickal! Her blog is always full of insight and she really makes ya think (today's post is about guilt). My favorite thing about her though......the inner strength that shines through everything she does. It's infectious - the good kind ;). Hop over to her etsy shop and take a look (she makes exquisite journals too!).

The past:

How long have you been arting?


I have been creating all of my life. My grandparents had encouraged me when I was very young. My first craft endeavor was making hair barettes and selling them in our family fireworks stand. From there I sewed my own clothes, moved into woodwork, tole painting, pottery, cross-stitch, painting, and now photography. Through all that, I've written. I've written poetry, and have had a novel in the works.

Have you always hearted your art or did you struggle to do so?

I've struggled. However, I have always found outlets to market and sell my art. That has always been affirmative.

If you did struggle, how long did it take for you to heart your art?

With each new endeavor, I doubted. However, I have been lucky to find people to encourage me every step of the way.

Has there ever been a time when you stopped arting because of this struggle?

There have been times that I stopped putting myself out there. But there has never been a time when I stopped creating.

If so, how long was it before you returned?

I returned to marketing my work after analysis and practice, each time.

How did you begin again?

I had a pep talk with myself and just got back on that horse.


Family and Friends:

Is (or was) your family supportive of you and your art?

I have been very fortunate for the support in my life.

How about friends (past and present)?

I have done The Artist's Way 4 or 5 times in my life. I learned the first time to protect my art from those who don't support me. And if they are not supportive of my art, they are not supportive of me.

Describe the type of support they have provided?

Everything from brainstorming to cheerleading to picking me back up when I fail.

How much influence has your experiences with family and friends had on your own feelings about your art?

When I was younger, if I wasn't supported, I didn't put my work out there. Now, I simply seek out those who are not toxic to me, and I forge onward.


Outside Influence:

How much influence does ‘the outside’ have on your feelings about your art?

At times, 'the outside' has caused me to retreat and rethink. I always come out stronger though.

How does positive feedback effect your feelings?

It makes me soar with the eagles! Each positive helps to affirm what I'm doing.

How do you deal with negative comments?

I ponder. I obsess. Then I address and move on.

How do you deal with your art not selling?

That's been a tough one for me. There have been many times when I have been quite down because sales weren't what I expected.


The Now:

What is your current experience with hearting your art?

I absolutely heart my art! I love every bit of the journey and I love watching my art flourish.

Do you still struggle?

I struggle. There are days that I go to take photos and nothing is working. I recently did a photo shoot with my 3 teenage boys. The weather didn't cooperate. The boys didn't cooperate. Out of about 500 shots, maybe 5 worked. That day was frustrating and I struggled.

What do you do?

I breathe deep. I look through my files of my good work. And I go out to shoot again.

How do you survive the moment and continue arting?

I pick up my camera and try again.

Do you compare your work with the work of other artists?

I do. And I have struggled with that in the past. Mostly though, the only time I have struggled with it is when I compare my sales with theirs. I have a wonderful network of artist friends. Comparing work with an artist friend helps me to grow.

How do you deal with comparison from others?

I consider the source. Then I either learn for it or toss it aside.


Do you have a process for your inner critic?

My inner critic gets the royal treatment. I respectfully listen and honor it. Then I apply what my inner critic is telling me or change the inner critics mind :-)

Do you know the ‘what’s the point’ jerk? How do you deal with him?

I close myself off. If I'm dealing with someone who doesn't understand, or care to understand art, that saddens me. But he can't make me feel bad about my art.

In what ways do you feel the struggle to heart your art has manifested itself in your life?

In the past, I struggled greatly to accept myself and my art. However, as I have grown as a person, my hearting of my art has grown.

Where do you believe this struggle comes from - what do you believe the root is?

I have struggled with self-identity and self-love in my past. The same is true for hearting my art. Thankfully, I'm at a much more safe, secure, and protected place now, allowing me to create!

What is your best tip for someone who struggles in this area?

I would recommend to all out there to do The Artist's Way. It's a 12 week program towards 'spiritual creativity' by Julia Cameron. And surround yourself with a support group of friends who love you enough to be supportive and be truthful.

Is there anything further that you’d like to add?

Thank you Melissa for making this your focus! I know that there are many out there who need it. And if any of you reading this need some support, I'll do what I can. Feel free to contact me at robynsart@live.com

Interview 2: Heather at Audrey Eclectic

I have long admired the art of Heather from Audry Eclectic. Her hauntingly beautiful images transport me to a world of the past. Her words below have altered my view and inspired new thoughts. I'm very grateful to her. Check out her etsy shop and her website.

The Past:

How long have you been arting?

Well, like many artists, I've been drawing and creating since I was a little girl. Many afternoons were spent at the dining room table, writing and illustrating little stories in notebooks. I took a lot of art classes in school and college but was always told you couldn't grow up to be an artist. For many years, I just considered it a marginal hobby. I created my little folk art business, Audrey Eclectic in 2007, when I was able to stay home with my infant daughter (audrey!) and wanted to paint again.

Have you always hearted your art or did you struggle to do so?

Well, learning to 'heart your art' is a long process. There's lots to work through, like finding your own style and voice, and also just being confident in what you create. I've always liked to draw and paint...so I suppose I've hearted art since I was a little girl. But only in the last few years have I felt confident enough to call myself an artist.

What was the process you went through?

Well, its an ongoing process. Most artists are always growing and changing and trying new things, usually in the pursuit of creating something 'more' or 'better.' I suppose the key for me is to just put my blinders on and create art that I love and not worry about other people. However, this is a lesson I'm constantly having to remind myself about!

Has there ever been a time when you stopped arting because of this struggle?

Not really...I always seem to find myself starting a new project! Maybe its pathological?

Family and Friends:

Is (or was) your family supportive of you and your art?

Yes, I usually got positive feedback from creating art (well, except for that time I ruined some furniture, haha) but for a long time I always got the impression that having a career in art wasn't possible and I needed to be practical about things. I'm sure this came from my parent's wish that I didnt starve to death once I grew up. They are very proud and supportive of me and my business now, I think they are happy I can follow my dreams.

How about friends (past and present)?

Yes, i have very, very supportive friends--- many of whom I met through my art and doing local shows and events. Its wonderful to have creative people in your life. Also important to me was the presence of many supportive teachers who always made me feel special because of my art.

Outside Influence:

How much influence does ‘the outside’ have on your feelings about your art?

No matter how hard you try, its easy to compare yourself to others and get feeling down. But I also love to see other's art and get inspired, often times I'll see something and it will trigger an idea in my head. With the ease of finding art and beautiful things on the internet, there is no end of inspiration...although sometimes I can get overloaded and overwhelmed by it all. Its a fine line to walk!

How does positive feedback effect your feelings?

It's wonderful! It makes me feel like I am on the right path. It is the most wonderful feeling to know that you've followed your heart and created something that then speaks to someone else. I have gotten so many sweet comments at shows and lovely emails and they always make me feel so loved and blessed, and very lucky.

How do you deal with negative comments?

Unfortunately, for sensitive types like we artists, one negative comment can overshadow a dozen positive comments. I'd like to say they slide right off of me, but I can't help but take negative comments or situation to heart. Fortunately, those are few and far between, and I usually bounce back! It's impossible to think that everyone will love what I make or 'get' it. I just have to keep on keepin' on.

How do you deal with your art not selling?

Well, when your art isn't selling you have to realize it may not be the art's fault ;) many factors--- such as promoting yourself, the economic times, making connections or doing the right shows has a big effect on sales. You just have to keep going no matter what the sales numbers or saying. And thinking of new ways to get people who will love your art to see your art.

The Now:

What is your current experience with hearting your art?

At this moment in time, I honestly feel like I am in a transition when it comes to my art. I decided that in 2010, I wanted to take things more slowly, explore my art more, try new things. It's scary when you feel yourself pulling away from the style/subjects that you have become known for--- but it's worth the try. If you just keep doing the same old thing, you'll never grow.

Do you still struggle?

Of course. There are many times when I feel like a painting didnt translate as I wanted it to from my head to my canvas. Or I wish I did something as well as someone else. Or...the list goes on. I find that the best cure is--- rest when you need to, replenish the well of inspiration. But always go back and try again. All it takes is one good painting to get the confidence back and then I'm off and running!

Do you know the ‘what’s the point’ jerk? How do you deal with him?

Happily, I think I've moved well past that because I am confident there is a point. After doing several shows, selling online, and meeting so many kindred spirits out there who enjoy my art, I feel like being able to make art is a gift I'd be a fool to waste. I feel like I've only got this one life to live and the only 'what's the point' moment would be 'what's the point of NOT following your heart?"

What is your best tip for someone who struggles in this area?

My advice is to give yourself permission to try. I think many times we want to rush into things and it be perfect with the first painting or first collage or first anything. That is very rarely the case. Creating art, especially original art, takes a lot of listening to your own heart and being brave enough to try and fail, and also just create for the sake of creating what you enjoy-- not what you think is popular or what will sell. When you really create out of yourself, then its something you can really be proud of.

~Heather from Audry Eclectic~
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Interview 1: Shonna Bucaroff

When I was putting together a list of artists that I wanted to interview, Shonna Bucaroff was a must! Her art has a purity that pleases the spirit ~ a beauty that inspires the mind. I admire her dedication to her Artist Self and thank her for her open'ness to this journey. Please visit her blog - Twisted Figures - and her etsy shop.

The past:

How long have you been arting?

I started painting in January of 2008 when I decided to quit the workforce and stay home with my then 2 year old son.

Have you always hearted your art or did you struggle to do so?

I really didn't think too much about it when I first started. I saw a video on YouTube of Paulette Insall painting and I wondered to myself if I could do something like that. So at first it was just a challenge to see if I could even do it. Then after awhile, I started posting pictures of my work on Flickr and other networking sites. The feedback I received was very positive and encouraging to me. It made me feel like this is something I might me good at. So I went on a journey to be a student and learn as much as I possibly could. I took my first online class with Paulette and learned the basics of mixed media painting and then I took Suzi Blu's course on how to draw her Petit Dolls. I had so much fun learning Suzi's techniques and received so much positive feedback from the other students in the course. I began a blog and started posting my work in even more places. I was feeling very confident in what I was creating until someone left a comment on one of the sites I posted my work and accused me of copying Suzi and being unoriginal. This made me question everything...

If you did struggle, how long did it take for you to heart your art?

I went through a very hard time with liking my art when someone accused me of being unoriginal and copying Suzi Blu. I began to hate everything I had painted. Even though I loved creating and couldn't stop, I struggled with trying to be different and finding my own style. I got wrapped up in what everyone else would think and this hindered my creativity greatly.

What was the process you went through?

Finally, after talking with Suzi about the accusations made about my art, she made me question who I was making art for? A light bulb went off in my head and I decided that I made art for ME, not for others approval.The creative process for me is something very spiritual and brings me great joy.The outcome is the result of that spiritual process. How could I not love something that brought me such great peace and joy in the process.

Has there ever been a time when you stopped arting because of this struggle?

I am happy to say that even through my struggle, I never stopped making art. I couldn't and I don't think I ever will. Art is part of who I am now.

Family and Friends:

Is (or was) your family supportive of you and your art?

This is hard for me to answer, but I'm going to be honest. Yes and No. Everyone in my family is extremely supportive except the one person I care about the most...my husband. Don't get me wrong, he doesn't hate what I do, He just doesn't "get it." He thinks it is a waste of time and sometimes feels that it takes away from our family. I disagree and tell him that art is here to stay and will always be a part of me. I will say I do think he is trying to understand and be supportive.

How about friends (past and present)?

I have a great support system when it comes to friends.

Describe the type of support they have provided?

They have so many encouraging things to say about my work. When I post my work on facebook or my blog, I can always expect lovely comments from them. Some of them are my biggest customers.

If you haven’t received support, how do you feel that this has effected you and your creativity?

I won't ever stop creating art. I do this for myself and I believe if you are true to that, then others will be responsive.

How much influence has your experiences with family and friends had on your own feelings about your art?

Because of my husband's fear of my art taking precedence over our family, I do try and make sure that I do most of my work when they are asleep or at school. It is hard for me to stop once I start working on something. I hate stopping in the middle of a painting, but I have had to learn to work in phases and not let that hinder my creative process.

Outside Influence:

How does positive feedback effect your feelings?

I wouldn't be human if I didn't say that I love positive feedback. It is definitely a added bonus to my creative process.

How do you deal with negative comments?

I am very lucky that I haven't received any negative comments accept for the one person who accused me of copying and being unoriginal. I think most people just won't comment on something they may not like. You know the old saying "If you don't have something nice to say, don't say it."

How do you deal with your art not selling?

I don't really think about it too much. Selling my work is something I do for a little extra money for more supplies. Next year when my son goes to kindergarten, I am going back to work. I would much rather stay home and make art for a living, but I'm just not sure quite how to do that.

The Now:

What is your current experience with hearting your art?

I just started an art journal for the very first time. I never really understood the purpose of an art journal, but now I get it. It is a place where I can truly be free and not worry about everything being perfect. I may not always like everything I do in my journal, but it sure is fun to experiment.

Do you still struggle?

Of course.

What do you do?

I try and stay focused on why I paint in the first place.

How do you survive the moment and continue arting?

I can't stop and I won't stop. It is who I am now.

Do you compare your work with the work of other artists?

I think it wouldn't be natural if we didn't compare our work to others. Honestly, I don't let it affect my feelings on my work. I always view myself as a student and there is always room to learn and approve. I don't think there is anything I can't do as long as I work hard and am true to my art.

How do you deal with comparison from others?

I take it as a learning process. If I see something from another artist that I admire, then I will practice at it. I don't get down on my work just because someone else out there is better than me. You can't do that to yourself; it is counterproductive and won't make you a better artist.

Do you have a process for your inner critic?

You know, I've kind of learned to embrace my inner critic. She is a real Bitch sometimes, but I think she might be there to make me a better artist. Is what she is saying valid? Is there something I need to work on to improve? Or is she just trying to bring me down? Evaluate what she is saying and either embrace what she is saying or tell her to "F" off.

Do you know the ‘what’s the point’ jerk? How do you deal with him?

Yeah, he hangs out with that Bitch "inner critic." Most of the time I just tell him to "F"off."

What is your best tip for someone who struggles in this area?

Embrace how you feel when you are creating art and don't focus so much on the outcome. Make art for yourself and not for the approval of others. If you want to grow as an artist, view yourself as a student who is always learning, but don't ever give up.

Is there anything further that you’d like to add?

I would like to add a few quotes that I found.

Artistic growth is, more than it is anything else, a refining of the sense of truthfulness. The stupid believe that to be truthful is easy; only the artist, the great artist, knows how difficult it is. ~Willa Cather, The Song of the Lark, 1915

Creativity takes courage.

-- Henri Matisse

Have no fear of perfection, you'll never reach it.
-- Salvador Dali

~Shonna~
See my artwork at:
http://twistedfigures.blogspot.com
http://shonniegrl.etsy.com